I DON'T HAVE THE ANSWERS TO ANYTHING. ALL MY ANSWERS ARE WRONG
the most painful painful post
9:23 AMProposal daisakusen is and will always be the hardest thing for me to watch. Even 10 years from now or 20 years from now I hope to never see it again.
anyone who wants to know the pain feel free to watch it, you can find it at mysoju
Thursday, June 25, 2009
sorry keep delaying
8:13 PMI know I suppose to make a post on my serious story but I don't have the heart and courage to write it out. Soon ok.
In the mean time I'll post this filler
1. Grab Your Phone.
grabbed
2. Who/what is the third picture in your phone?
haha its sher beating nicky up for watching anime
3. What is your ringtone?
Ace Attorney OST - Blue badger - I want to protect you
4. Who is the first contact that comes up under 'M' in your address book?
martin lol
5. Who was the last person you called?
yukito
6. Who was your last missed call from?
bashkin
7. Who is the first contact who comes up under 'C' in your address book?
charmaine
8. Who is your speed dial #2?
don't use speed dial
9. What does the third text in your inbox say?
meet tamp mrt lo...9.30? Go early better later too many ppl (haha from yong wen)
10. Who was your last received call from?
vinoth
11. What does the second text in your sentbox say?
Still waitin 4 my sis 2 get back...
12. How many messages are there in your inbox right now?
815
13. What is your wallpaper?
green trees and a thin branch drenched from the rain
14. Who is speed dial #1?
I DONT USE FAG
15. Who is the fifteenth message in your inbox from?
charr
16. Who is the first contact that comes up under 'B' in your address book?
bashkin...
17. How many bars of signal do you currently have?
MAX
18. Which carrier are you on?
starhub
19. Name every person you have a text from in your inbox.
FUCK NO. I haven't deleted a single message from 1 month ago I'm not gonna list all.
20. What does the sixth text in your inbox say?
sb?
21. Who is the first contact in your address book?
allan
22. Who is the last contact in your address book?
Yun;Jing
23. What does the last text in your inbox say?
Jerm is it ok if I go down take one stick and smoke tgt
24. What is your screensaver?
the generic digital clock
25. What is your card value balance?
POST PAID
26. Who is the last contact that comes up under 'H' in your address book?
lol HOME
27. What is your bluetooth name?
472
28. How many contacts do you have in your address book?
90 around there
29. Could you live without your phone?
yeah but people cannot live without me having a phone (GO FIGURE)
Monday, June 22, 2009
good morningg
8:04 PMbeen studying at shss mac for the past few nights.
Study at 12 am go back from 5 - 6 plus am. Somemore one on one =D
Hahaha no thats fucking gay.
PLUS WE GOT A SCHEME.
Just woke up not too long ago. Keep sleeping for 12 hours really not healthy man. Always wake up groggy and tired.
Vision now also blur blur. COLD TURKEY IS IT.
Gonna eat some dinner while listening to kobukuro sakura
tmr I'll share an experience that happened to me. LOOK FORWARD TO IT
Sunday, June 21, 2009
sunk into depression.
2:30 AMI just finished watching three korean movies in one seating.
First one was about a guy being a game developer and met this girl in real life and in the game.
Had a nice ending but my heart sank about 5 mm deep.
Second one was this girl got pregnant in high school, but her parents didn't allow so she dump the child to the guy and went to the us.
The guy and son grew up but not really nice surrounding due to the guy's job (some night club) but had a nice ending.
Heart sunk a lot during this one
Third one HAD A SHITTY SON DIE ENDING.
I scared of horror shows I still watch. Easily depressed still watch korean show.
shall sink deeper into depression brb
Friday, June 19, 2009
what has been seen cannot be unseen
6:44 PMYou know whenever you think "ah okay this is the worst, it can never get any worst then this." And then something even worst happens to prove you wrong?
Well it just happened to me this morning.
You know all these years on the internet, there have been images I've regretted looking at. I thought I had seen almost everything.
The good the bad and the ugly.
but no I saw something that has emotionally and mentally scarred me so badly that its going to affect me for the rest of my life.
Trust me friends I kid you not on this.
I can never look at them the same again. I spent hours tossing in bed after that incident.
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
Thursday, June 18, 2009
damn lazyy
7:10 PMits 7:10 PM now and I'm feeling pretty lazy. Later gonna study with SIIIIIVAAAAAAA at shss mac so I think I better get an hour worth of sleep.
SHALL FALL ASLEEP LISTENING TO THE THAI SONG BELOW
SIAO LIAO OBSESSION
1:03 AM
nice song
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
at peace
10:18 PMFor some reason I'm at peace now. like can't feel any worries or anxiety now.
I got assignment to complete yes. And something happened today while trying to complete my work in school today too.
But I don't feel anything man. Don't feel sian or worried.
mmm I'm gonna savour this moment
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
the blues
9:06 PMI'm feeling the holiday blues now. Suddenly so much work coming back at me at once.
Shall make a quick check list in order of importance.
1. mechanics III test
2. aircraft systems test
3. avionics video presentation
4. human factor assignments
5. final year project design
and there are other pressing albeit stupid issues like owing singtel money. Seriously screw you lem. Now your father also never pay the bill and we get the bullshit.
gahhhh and I'm feeling the blues because I miss bangkok. Its like compound damage man.
man gonna just do work and listen to music..........
bangkok
5:12 AMSo I thought I should do a bangkok post.
Left on the 10 of June.
Man the flight was delayed for 1 or 2 hours I think.
While sitting on the plane I was thinking "wow I actually don't trust planes that much even tho I would be going to repair them in future"
But anyhow the plane landed safely and we reach bangkok.
OK SERIOUSLY I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE BUT THE THIRD NIGHT.
We went to the bar top dancing bar where the girls danced in full nudity.
FULL I SAY
Got one or two quite sick looking and they were standing infront of me. Honestly I didn't feel anything seeing them.
(I actually was looking at the tv, got snooker game going on)
Don't know if this means I'm gay or what.
Got one waitress standing infront of me. She was cute and she looked young. She kept looking at me I guess she must be waiting for me to order something more.
Man she was cute.
Okay then we went to hit the clubs later. AND THE CLUBS THERE ARE DIFFERENT. Because its more fun and wild there.
So long story short, took two shots and went to the dance floors.
Messed around with Marcus, kept taking shots (bending head back and opening mouth for liquor)
So we made a few thai friends there, friendly people.
I saw one of the friends sitting there resting so I thought I'd ask her to go out for a smoke and she said sure.
Okay now guys my memory a little sketchy here. I can't remember everything honestly.
I do remember dropping my cigg on her leg, felt kinda bad so I rubbed her thighs (honestly I wasn't thinking of anything funny)
and we continued talking. Half english most of the time because she can't understand totally.
Pulled me in back to the club and I don't think I wanna say the rest.
Dance here dance there hug fondle nothing new
Okay then I went out because my head was spinning like hell and I rested there till it was time to go.
I can remember her asking me to come back the next day but I didn't. From what sher and nick said she mentioned having a bf.
ok the problem is now I'm not sure if girl or guy but I only know I anything one
Monday, June 15, 2009
GUESS WHOSE BACK
12:52 AMIM BACK WOO
proper post tmr a bit shag now
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
farewell
mmm
3:13 AMHello wanted to blog just now but couldn't find the time.
I spent the entire afternoon today trying to reserve the hotel. And I was successful.
Had to rush because brb emergency
back. had to rush because watch movie with royston and yuki at 6 40. The website to book was loading reallyy slow.
Finished everything at 6 20, rushed down to TM. End up 6 40 no more space watched the 9 pm one lol..
Night at the museum 2 was fantastic. I liked all the accent they talked in. damn cool and funny. Okay I just refrained myself from saying something gay.
Tmr got meeting at 10 am. Wake up at 8 30 am. Mixed feelings right now.
Oh yeah my older sister very nice to me over the trip.
She gave me 4000 baht plus another 100, thats like 300 in total.
Mehhh I better buy something good for her. But no la I'll try to buy something for the whole family. I don't even know if I can spend all the money.
You see if never spend baht is waste because change to sg the value very little. So the best is don't over change.
Getting a little sleepy. Hope I come back in one piece (haha) on Sunday.
Okay shall end here.
brb till sunday hehh
Monday, June 8, 2009
WTF
4:59 PMToday woke up with the plan to go to the clinic at SIGLAP to take my bloody flu jab.
Older sister paid so must give face go take right. But damn lazy to go but NEVER MIND.
I MAN UP. I MANLY. I GO.
AND THEN THE CLINIC CLOSE BECAUSE AT 7 PM THEN OPEN AGAIN.
YOU TELL ME WHERE GOT CLINIC OPEN AT 7 PM TO 8 30 PM. HOW IF I EMERGENCY SICK AT 6 PM. YOU WANT ME TO WAIT TILL 7 PM ISIT.
Nah I'm just unreasonable here. Lucky I only halfway there then I found out the clinic at 7 then open.
"then jeremy why you never double check in the first place"
YOU TELL ME WHERE GOT PEOPLE OPEN AT 7 PM. CORRECT ANOT
"true but..."
NO YOU SHUT UP. I'M RIGHT FAG.
"ok....."
The hotel also never get back to me. Walao don't play leh this kinda thing later I go then no room how damn pek chek.
sherlyn will beat me until cannot beat serious.
I go do report now don't say I whole day laze around at home brb
sleepy
12:59 AMits 1 am now... quite sleepy but for some reason I feel that if I sleep now its going to be a waste. Mm maybe shall take this chance to plan what I need to do.
1. get my jab
2. finish fyp report so my group can handle without me
3. confirm hotel
4. check out more places
5. dinosaur blog skin
thats about all.
sleepyyy heh
Saturday, June 6, 2009
calm after the storm
2:57 PMJust got back home.. Went to celebrate my 19th bird day yesterday night. I just realised no one took pictures.
Which is good of course because I died there.
and its also a good thing lucinda didn't go because I died there.
But all in all I had fun. Thanks guys.
-roll credits in order of appearance-
Yong Wen
Siva
Royston (winner)
Chi Koon Wing
Nicky
Sherrrrr
Zerrrrr
AYE
and Vinoth who didn't come
-end credits-
Can't really remember all the details actually, even now I still trying to think did I leave anyone out.
I think I wanna be a botanist, can work with mah flowers
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
good lord
8:00 PMOmg I don't know whats sucking all my energy away. I'm so tired man.
Yesterday when I got home at 2pm. I slept from 3 pm till the next morning 9 am. I even skipped dinner. I woke up at 2 am tho. Messaged nicky dicky who say go watch movie but never go in the end.
Wake up cover food put in fridge go back to sleep (can't sleep in peace when I know my dinner out there getting neglected).
Then in the morning I think it rained. Whine and moan but still the windows wouldn't close by itself. Waited for 1 minute hoping my dad would wake up and close the window for me BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
So I wrapped myself in my blanket and jumped up to close it. You know how your so nicely wrapped up and if you get out and get back in you gotta adjust adjust until you feel like its the same.
if you don't understand what I'm saying you lack love.
Seriously something is sucking all my energy up.
I need to do some planning man. My exams are on the 28 and 29 of June and my final year project has now moved to the designing stage.
plus the 5 day holiday (thank god for it)
I think this week complete some design, delegate some work to my trusty team mates and head off in peace.
Even now I feel like just jumping to bed but I think I've been neglecting jy too.
I think he called me last night but I never pick up. Wei jy dunch angwee okayss KOR later go meet you.
toodles~~ till next time.
p.s if you're the type that come to my blog to see a sick picture I got one righttt here