Today I had my first meeting with kevin.
Kevin is my shepherd. In cornerstone generations the new ones are called sheeps. So they will have a shepherd to take care of them.
Its an amazing concept. So simply yet so important.
Okay so today we shared many things together. And it was incredible. He shared many things about himself which I am not going to say here.
Because this kind of things you must go talk to him and if he feels its right for you to listen he will say.
And I shared many things about myself. Many things I have learnt.
If you want to know then ask me on msn or something. I'm not going to list them down here.
One thing I'm going to do is to captivate my thoughts.
This means when I think something, I will ask myself why I think like that. And by doing this I will see a lot about myself.
For example when I see a beggar what would be the first thought that comes to my mind. And why.
Okay when priscilla talks to me on msn. When I see the chat window pop up. The first thought that comes to my mind is "brave yourself up jeremy. She needs you and she has a problem."
mm I don't think its right that I always see her as coming to me when she has a problem. I should change my thoughts to "hey its a good chance to share stuff that I have learnt with her today"
I guess sometimes I associate certain feelings with people. And its generalising. I shall stop doing that.
Think the best of people and be positive about them.
Okay shall put this in my head.
It's been awhile everyone I hope life has been good for you.
Till next time
Saturday, August 22, 2009
life is unfair...
Friday, August 21, 2009
I spent friday night at chi koon's house studying. Studied till 2 30 am. Very fruitful actually.
Right now something happened to my friend and my heart is with him. When I say I know what you're going through, it might be in another form.
But I still know what you're going through. And I want you to know that we're all here for you.
WE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN HERE FOR YOU MAN. Its kind of pointless because you don't read this blog.
thats why we will message you and encourage you everyday.
alright I might be going out for supper. till tomorrow guys.
STAY STRONG
Monday, August 17, 2009
That's right its never fair.
Don't know why I still care. Headache gonna sleep
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Spent the day at home today.
Slept for 12 hours. Now its 11:22 and I'm sleepy already. Gonna bath and then go to bed.
tmr baptism classes feeling nervous
Friday, August 14, 2009
I find myself slipping back into who I was. Due to work?
I don't know. don't know man. don't feel too well or happy
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
GENTLEMEN RIGHT NOW AT THIS MOMENT.
I AM FIGHTING MY MEDICATION.
I'm serious, it takes around half an hour for it to kick in and I get really really sleepy.
MY EYE LIDS ARE CLOSING AT THIS VERY MOMENT MUST FIGHT IT
"but jeremy why you fight it, just go sleep la"
You know the feeling of fighting something. Its kind of exciting with the adrenaline rush kicking in.
LIVE FOR THE MOMENT YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA (jk i don't believe in that anymore)
Monday, August 10, 2009
I got a variation of the chicken pox. actually after getting chicken pox the virus stays dormant in the body.
Seems like mine woke up again.
Just a few spots can't be seen. And don't worry its not contagious either. Doctor said normally people over 55 years old then kena. Don't know why I get.
Say I stress.
Once I take my med at 11 pm. By 12 I sure knock out. Drowsy medication is drowsy.
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Report done PPT done
Quite satisfied with our work.
Today had our FYP review. Just wanna say don't get discouraged guys. Next time work out there also like that. I experienced it during ITP many times.
time now is 2:35 am. You know what the funny thing is. This blog started out as a way to express my love for hotcakes with sausage.
end up express my love for layton.
end up half here half there.
Can't really sleep now don't know why. I think I'm gonna watch some movies hehehe
Nothing interesting to talk about. Probably mood killed due to all the assignments.
reminder to myself to contact eee lecturer by tomorrow.
if any of you see this help remind me later.
alright till next time when its the calm after the storm
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Its 8 38 pm now. Spent my entire day in church today.
Had a great time, but I need to learn to pray OUT LOUD. Hannah said I didn't know he was there cos he never pray out loud.
hahaha what she said is true la. But I just enjoy being in the presence of God.
I was perspiring in an air con room.
As usual the sermon spoke to me today. Learnt about the three rooms God has for us. I think God has healed my heart already
And I need to learn to stop being hurtful. haha I think my friends would know what I mean.
School is really getting busy now. Every week there's work to be handed in.
Alright check list time.
5th August - FYP meeting with co examiner
6th August - human factors presentation
14th August - Gems test
18th August - CSW interview test
and 24 August officially marks the start of the examinations. I'm gonna start studying mech.
But I must thank zhen yang. He really handle a lot of work in my place. Like the fyp report and presentation. Its really a lot of work compared to what we're doing.
And the gems video he do all by himself.
Thats why I this weekend never go play. (YES I DIDN'T GO MALAYSIA)
I think I'm gonna be more in charge for the hf presentation. Don't make him do all the work.
Alright guys that's all for today. Gonna turn in for the night, unless someone calls me to go eat supper I'll sleep all the way.
Z_Z time lolol
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Man its a really hot tonight.
I tell you I really very uncomfortable when it comes to her. I never fail to get nightmares when there's gonna be something to do with her.
Just now I sleep 3 hours also kena nightmare. Must be some latent memory in my head.
Its not I unforgiving its just whenever it comes to her sure something bad will happen.
Okay shall not be mean