This is a reminder to myself to read romans chapter 6 onwards. I believe he has a reason for telling me something 3 times
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Didn't post yesterday. Was too shaken to post anything.
I was listening to songs minding my own business when suddenly I heard a 'CLACK' sound on my window grill. Looked up and saw a mouse like creature there. I took a closer look and it dropped down behind my table.
I screamed and ran out the room. I heard more scratching sounds and my first thought was 'IS THAT A BAT'. I edged closer and when the bat made scratching noises I ran back out.
This repeated for about 5 times and I waited outside my room for my mother to come back. SUDDENLY, THE BAT FLEW TOWARDS ME. Thanks to my ninja reflexes I dodged it and it flew into the living room. come let me draw a picture to illustrate my point
Okay the bat looked around 80% similar to this. LIKE A MOUSE RIGHT.
And it started flying in rounds and rounds until my mother came back. Opened all the windows and she closed the kitchen door I closed my room door. Both praying for the bat to fly out.
Eventually I didn't see it fly out but I don't think its in the house anymore.
Still shaken by it so gonna end here. I still thought bats were cute but not anymore :(
Sunday, September 27, 2009
The time now is 7.44 pm. Just got back from church. Today I thought I should talk a little on Christianity.
Have you ever wondered why there are so many denominations. Like methodist, anglican, catholics so on and so forth.
Even though we are worshipping the same God, why is it split into different catogeries. We have to look back at the history of how each started. But my point today is not to talk about the history. You can ask me more if you want to find out.
My point is on the word religion. I believe that religion is dead. Don't misunderstand what I mean. The reason I say this is because everything is too spread out. There's so much confusion being thrown in that its even confusing for believers.
That's why when people ask me what is my religion, I will say I believe in the Lord Jesus Christ. Because religion is not about going to church and living by a set of rules.
That is one of the biggest misunderstandings in the world. The reason why I go to church every sunday and go to cellgroup every saturday is because I have a relationship with God.
I just enjoy being in his presence, listening to what He has to say to me. Filling me up when I'm so weary of the things of the world. Can you see this living relationship I have with God.
Of course don't be mistaken. It doesn't mean I can continue to do all kinds of rubbish that I have been doing. When I know God and what he wants for me, its only natural for me to stop doing all these. You'll understand what I mean if you know him ;).
A lot of my friends are weary of christians. that's because they are afraid that they're lives will be restricted. Everything also cannot do. Sometimes you're so deep in what you're doing that you can't see the big picture. You don't understand the true essence of what you are doing.
Don't be weary, don't be afraid. Learn to have an open heart. If my God isn't real, then I am one of the biggest fools in the world. But you see that's the thing, I know His real. I experience him, He speaks to me. And he really pours his grace on me and comfort me.
And you know what. Its not because I'm a good person now, its not because I have done a lot of good things. Its because He heals the broken, he heals the weary.
So you don't need to be afraid or guilty. Don't think you're not good enough. Those are just lies planted in your head.
You don't need to live your life wishing it will end
You don't need to live your life thinking what was it you've done wrong.
Why is everything so messed up. Is this all that life has to offer?
If you have a heart that seeks. Find answers. His waiting for you. You see that's why I don't ask people who think they're lives are good to come to church.
I don't see a point. You're heart isn't seeking for an answer, you are contented with what you have. And I respect that decision.
But if you seek an answer. You don't want to live in pain and sadness anymore. I have great news and that is you don't have to.
His waiting for you and I know you will find your answer
Saturday, September 26, 2009
I had a very short day today. Woke up at 6 pm so it has only been a 12 hour day for me.
You know I think that the time you spend sleeping more will somehow be taken out somewhere. Like ultimately the body clock will take back and give up time. This is assuming that sleeping is considered as taking time.
Actually nowadays I don't measure what I do in a day to be productive. I measure it by the time I spend with God. and the past few days I haven't really been doing that.
Shall read a book later. Been watching too much csi. I can eat my dinner while watching them do an autopsy. I think there's something wrong with my head I don't remember having such a strong stomach.
oh yes reminder to myself to book the ns medical date. plus napfa.
okay let me dig up a picture to end this post with
SUUUUUUUUUPAAAR
Friday, September 25, 2009
The time now is 3:38am. The reason why I'm still awake so late is because I got a break tomorrow. Finished my work for the week so don't need to go back to school.
I have been going to school everyday for the past few weeks. My legs still aching from the run I really became very lazy.
Shall go back to run when it heals. When sleep not comfortable, cold will hurt more (like old man)
ahaha okay I shall stop here today.
ITS FRIDAY EVERYBODY HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND AND ENCOUNTER!
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
All of a sudden a wave of feelings just came upon me. I really don't want to say to myself why didn't I say anything earlier or why didn't I realise it even through he was so close to me.
I just don't wanna say that ever again
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Just got back from running with ck at bedok reservoir. Lol I know I'm such a lazy person because the moment I put on my jogging shoes I feel tired already.
The moment I step into the running path I sleepy already.
HAHAHA I know man I'm such a pig. But I ran finish one round at a normal speed so hey I still got my stamina. But as usual I will start to feel high after I run finish. I think its due to the ciggs and some part is damaged. Must pray and get it healed back man.
(and I need to run more)
Alright thats all for today. I'm going to spend the time meditating for a classmate of mine.
;) till tmr
concept of voidness
1:03 AMGood evening the time now is 12.42 am. I really should be sleeping now but I felt I should write this post up.
Let me explain the concept of voidness, something that has been revealed to me and something that plagues the majority of young people.
Have you ever woke up in the morning feeling empty. Or have you ever felt so void of feelings at the end of a week. Sometimes you ask yourself what you've done during the week and try to convince yourself that you actually accomplished quite a bit.
Many of us don't understand what this emptiness is. We try to fill it with all kinds of things.
relationships
family
having fun
Now don't get me wrong. Family and relationships are an important aspect in our lives. We all need them for sure. But look around you. Look at the number of young people trying to fill their voidness with all the wrong things. Clubbing, smoking, drinking. Its really getting out of hand.
Everyone you know is doing it.
well let me shed some light on what this void really is. Its something God created in everyone. Similarly God created a longing for eternity in each of us but thats another post altogether.
Meaning to say each of us actually has this void. And you already know the only thing can that fill this void. If this post makes your heart cringe then you have just simply been running from the answer.
Some of you might be wondering, then why did He create this void in the first place. If He knew people are going to try to fill it with bad things. why create it?
Can you imagine a world that is perfect. Everyone would just be worshipping God. Because they are created that way.
We have something special, and its free will. You see God wants us to want him. To seek him. To love him. Thats why we have this void in us that only He can truely fill. It must be our choice and decision.
That's why to my dear christian friends. When you see people around you in so much mess. Don't say things like I don't know why they're doing all this stuff in the first place.
Or the next time a friend of yours smoke you express your disgust with no sense of tact. Yes, it's good you're disgusted by all these. But you might not understand why people are doing all these. And the last thing they need is more condemnation.
And to the rest, I would like to add a word of caution. The longer you're continuing with what you're doing, the harder its going to be to get out of it.
Somewhere in your hearts you know about the grace of God. and don't take advantage of that.
If my words has caused your heart to resonate, its because His starting to seek you out already
Goodnight and its my earnest prayer to see you all truely joyful at the end of the day :D
Monday, September 21, 2009
my dreams
7:03 PM
[my dream socks]
[my dream bike]
my dream girlfriend HAHAHA
Sunday, September 20, 2009
aha this is my table. First attempt at using the panoramic function. Haven't learnt how to tweak the lighting yet. Also if you look closely you will notice a slight kink at the tissue box, some overlapping. Actually I don't know how to use this function. Am I suppose to stand at one point and rotate and take a picture. or am I suppose to take portion by portion at 90 degrees. Actually the stitch program allows for both.
very messy ah. I tell you if my cell members saw my table they sure touched. I put the 5.3 on my table. I think I shall upload a version to facebook when I'm better at this function!
yooooohoooooo
9:10 PMHi there.
ITS A GREAT DAY EVERYBODY.
Turned out I couldn't wake up at 6 30. I don't know why but I spent the night tossing and turning. Something I haven't done for quite awhile already. I kept asking "God what is it you want to tell me". I think I should pray on this later.
Currently enjoying a lolipop now. I think I should make myself a nice cup of tea. I becoming like old man. Sitting back enjoying the serenity of life. In case you don't know what that means it simply means enjoying peace, with the absence of all the mental stress and anxiety and all that.
I think I should whip out my camera been trying to use the panoramic mode.
BE RIGHT BACK
edit: THE RECHARGABLE BATTERY ALWAYS DEAD. lol seriously always always dead no matter how long I charge it for.
Actually I typed a long post here, but firefox crashed and everything disappeared. I was talking about the void in our lives and quite a lot of stuff but can't seem to retype everything again.
maybe tomorrow!
Saturday, September 19, 2009
amazing grace
8:43 PMHello just got home from cell.
Awesome day, but you know whats even more awesome, I don't need to go to cell just to experience God. I can experience it right here right now in my room.
It is because he dwells in me that I was able to stop smoking. And thats same reason I'm growing everyday.
Haha I every post seem to be just talking about God. I can't help it man just natural for me now. You know if you got a good deal you just wanna share with everyone, that's exactly how I'm feeling.
I'm going for first service tmr and it starts at 8 30am.
So that means 7 30 leave house, 6 30 wake up?
Okay good set alarm now.
Alright gonna read my book now till tomorrow
12 HOUR FORECAST
11:34 AMI just read some girl's blog and I notice the trend of blogging now very funny. The text is centered and they blog phrases of what they did.
I ALSO CAN. THIS IS MY 12 HOUR FORECAST OF WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN TO ME
meet ck at kebangan
cell <3
dinner
home
steady
i miss my family
12:23 AMSuddenly I miss my family. No particular reason but as I start to think about it I think I'm taking things for granted.
Wah I really dislike that phrase but its really true man.
I think about my father. Working hours so long. Come home the son in the room on the com or sleeping. I'm not rude to my parents but I don't think I'm doing enough to talk to them.
okay steady tmr my dad come home I ask him how is work. oh wait tmr is sat. Okay steady I think some topic to talk to him about. Maybe pretend ask some questions on driving.
He today msg me saying don't put my driving lessons on hold he will pay. I think he misunderstood my reason for delaying but man those words really touch my heart.
I admit I got a soft spot for my father. Serious thats the only thing right now if I heard something bad I sure burn in anger or if I heard something sad I will cry.
I'm gonna make it a point to visit my grandmother on monday too. Don't care busy or not. Just go over show my support.
when you visit should buy things anot ah. I think I ask my dad tmr if I should buy anything.
Good, got things to look forward to already. Gonna sleep soon got cell tmr.
goodnight <33333333
Friday, September 18, 2009
hohoho
10:41 AMWhen I get home at night I'm most of the time too tired so I thought I'd do a short entry before I leave for school.
Seems like its going to rain actually o.o
You know I was asked recently how I overcame smoking. God has so much grace for us. For every single problem or trouble we can encounter, He has already prepared the specific grace for us.
Can you imagine how awesome that is. And He will never cut off his grace for us. So when I'm tempted I will just claim this promise and thats how I can overcome it.
alright need to head out now
BYEEEBEEEEEEEE
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
RECORD TIMING
10:20 PMGOING TO SLEEP AT 10 30 PM RECORD TIMING
oyasumi
sleepy
9:46 PMSpent another day in school today.
Its the holidays but I've been spending everyday this week in school. Ah thats what happens when you got fyp. Missed a chance today when it was raining............................................................
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
final year projectoo
9:06 PMhay hay hayyy
Just got home not too long ago. Spent my entire day in school. Had fyp project meeting in the morning.
My lecturer very cute. He just got back from Canada and he gave us caramel sweets. haha your lecturer got so nice to you?!
Gotta rush out the designs by the 22th of this month. I think I gonna spend almost everyday in school. I quite tired actually.
But I guess I feel at ease because I have spent time with God. Nowadays I sleep at 12 or latest 1. Incredible for those who know me.........
Actually I'm waiting for a sms now. Gonna wait till 12 and I'll head to bed.
oh yes I got something to mention too. I CAN'T WATCH ANIME ANYMORE. Actually I can't download things anymore.
Because I was reading this discussion board my cell group has and someone said DOWNLOADING IS STEALING. I mean of course I know that. And I'm really skilled at getting the stuff I want.
And even though its at the back of my mind (the fact that its stealing) I just blatantly ignore it. I think I'm one of the biggest pirates out there. And I feel so convicted by it.
Just feel so guiltyyyyyyyy. So I'm going to stop downloading software and everything.
Heh I know some of you out there sure sad by this news. because I normally help you guys get stuff.
I TELL YOU WHAT. I WILL SPONSER 10% OF THE THINGS YOU WANT SO GO BUY THE ORIGINAL.
Wah this kind of friend where to find kekeke
OKAY gonna stop here tooooooodlessssssss
Monday, September 14, 2009
steady I am back.
10:44 PMHey guys I'm back.
Man I tell you the past few weeks has been really incredible for me.
On the 12th of September I got baptised.
The week before that was just me spending everyday with God. Really just simply enjoying my time with him. And I tell you He really revealed a lot of things to me about myself.
Like he showed me how I still had an evil soultie.
How I came about with my baptism name.
Me battling my bad habits.
Oh yes my name is Jeremy Jeremiah Yeo.
haha and I'm so proud of it! I really really am. Because of the experience I went through getting that name.
if you wanna know how I got it just ask me the story.
Let me tell you the essence of a baptism name.
You see this name is special. Its like a prophetic name. Because its something from God. A lot of people spend a lot of time in their lives wondering what is their purpose.
And by having the name Jeremiah, it shows me what my purpose is. But thats another post altogether.
I GOT A LOT OF BOOKS TO READ MAN. I got 'the pillars of christian character' which I received from my shepherd kevin and 'be all you can be!' from my cell leader kenneth. I also got 'going deeper with the holy spirit' which chi koon lend me and I SUPPOSE TO GET THE BOOK THE SHACK AND I still have yet to get my hands on last year's fast booklet.
man I really got so much to read but I'm not worried or too overwhelmed. There's a time for everything and there's no point rushing.
just gonna let Him guide me.
JEREMIAH SIGNING OFF YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Thursday, September 10, 2009
back
1:39 PMAlright I'm back.
I think ultimately I need a place to write stuff in. Shall do a revamp of the blog.
THAT MEANS A NEW PICTURE YAY
ARRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHH
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