I tried to sleep at 2 30 plus. But I just couldn't fall asleep. My eyelids were heavy, but there was some sort of fear in my heart. Very real and I really knew something was wrong.
I started praying and praising the Lord and tried to shake off the feeling. Prayed for angels to protect me (heh I believe in angels man) I started to say "God are you listening to me. I know you're there I want to know that you're listening to me." I still didn't feel peace at all. It was getting worst by the second. So I got up and switched on the com.
I started singing out loud as I sat at my com, wondering what to do. Tuned in to my favourite (and only) christian radio, 1faithfm.com.
And they were playing the very song I was singing. I don't think any of this is a coincidence. And I don't think the peace of mind I am experiencing right now is false.
I'm just remembering how I promised Him I'd submit every of my problems to him and I was reminded again tonight in a way I won't mention.
prayer is real and I will never forget that