I haven't really been posting properly. Shall run through whats on my mind.
1. I have been putting off going to my grandparents' house. I've been wanting to go visit them for awhile but I just have been putting it off. I've got so much work to do and I ask myself something.
Which is more important. work or visiting them. And I dig deeper. Am I really so tied up with work, or is it my time management.
The times I spent playing when I could be doing work so I could make time for them. After my driving lessons I'm so close to the house why don't I just drop by.
Actually I have just been running away. I'm afraid of what I will see. If I see them sad or alone I would just be crushed.
And then I ask myself again. Isn't what i'm doing worst. Not visiting at all.
I used to be childish and said things like "if i go I sure sad so I think I won't go"
ya I was the kind of guy who said things like "If loving someone would make her sad I won't love at all" that kind of rubbish.
I'm not gonna run away anymore. Tomorrow after prac I shall drop by, and I'm just going to talk and talk and talk and talk. Haha I guess thats one of my strong points, generating topics out of nowhere.
That reminds me, camp group meeting tmr. Supposed to think of a name to use...
I got suggestions but all nonsense...
Alright thats all for now. take care alllllllll